Author Archives: Sour Girl

A colossal waste of time (asking for help on the NHS)

Here lies one of the main reasons why I get tired of people telling me to “seek help”. If you’re one of those people (whether you mean well or not), I suggest you read this, because this is reality for … Continue reading

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Uglyasfuckface

The lady whose house I’m staying in suggested that I should look in the mirror and tell myself that I’m beautiful every day. It’s not the first time someone has suggested it, but it’s not something I can do. I … Continue reading

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These dark, intrusive thoughts have nowhere to go

I hate it that I can’t be fully open with what I’m going through at the moment on this blog, because I know that at least 3 people who knew me in person are watching.  All I can say is … Continue reading

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“You have no friends and people actually dislike you” (but most of the time, I don’t care)

When someone recently told me “You have no friends and people actually dislike you”, it didn’t bother me as much as she probably thought it would. It’s true and I know it’s true. The thing is, most of the time, … Continue reading

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Hurting (dysphoria, depression, spinal stenosis)

I hate the fact that I can’t be completely honest about why I’m feeling so fucking low at the moment, nor can I say where I’m currently staying. Most of my pain is dysphoria related and I can’t bring myself … Continue reading

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Going ‘public’ again…

Even though I know that K will probably continue to spy on this blog, I’m making it ‘public’ again as I’ve finally got away from her and hopefully, I will never hear from her ever again. I should not have … Continue reading

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K is history (with any luck)

Even though I’ve had to temporarily set this blog to ‘private’ after figuring out that K had been spying on it, I’m still extremely paranoid about what I share here.. I can’t say where I am (yet), but I escaped … Continue reading

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