Category Archives: Transgender & Mental Health Issues

My mother (and her husband) showed up and it ended badly

In case you give a flying fuck, no I’m not okay. My mum and her husband showed up at my flat earlier.  I didn’t know they were coming and I didn’t answer the door when I heard someone knocking, but … Continue reading

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Five days with my ex-girlfriend ended in dysphoria and disaster

I just got back to Grantham after spending 5 days with K, my ex-girlfriend in Runcorn.   As I predicted before I left when I had my doubts about going at all, it all ended very badly.  Once again, yours truly … Continue reading

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I’m having major second thoughts about going to stay with my ex tomorrow

I’m leaving for Runcorn tomorrow, as I’m going to stay with K (my ex-girlfriend) for a few days.  I know she really only wants me there to help with cleaning and de-cluttering her house.  I was okay with the idea … Continue reading

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I’m seriously considering going back to Rochester (New York)

If you’ve been following this blog since before I returned to the UK in November last year, you’ll know that I wanted nothing more than to leave Rochester and come ‘home’.  That’s why you’d be forgiven for thinking that I’m … Continue reading

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‘Happiness’ and ‘love’ are just words to me; things that happen to other people. Most people don’t even realise how fortunate they are to experience such things, even if not on a regular basis.

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Worried about being targeted by local teenagers

I didn’t realse that the schools had closed for Easter holidays until I went out on my bike earlier and saw kids and teenagers everywhere.  When I say ‘everywhere’, I am not exaggerating either.  I’ve never lived in a place … Continue reading

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Hardline Brexiteers are more dangerous than Trump supporters

When I made repeated claims that Trump was worse than Brexit several months ago, I was wrong….very wrong.  Post-Brexit Britain will be a far worse place than Trump’s America and Brexit itself will be far more damaging long-term, while hopefully … Continue reading

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