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My many (justifiable) reasons for wanting to die

TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide, alcoholism People don’t seem to understand that I genuinely do want to die.  There are multiple reasons for this and some of those reasons would be enough on their own to justify suicide.  In case you don’t … Continue reading

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I have to binge drink just to get through the day here

I’ve been in this hellhole known as ‘South Shields aka ‘Grantham-by-the-Sea’ since July 19th and I don’t leave until Friday.  I should never have come to this terrible seaside, family friendly place, but I didn’t know it would be this … Continue reading

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I hate Brexit England (a nation of family friendly fascism)

I no longer see people as human beings anymore; I see them as the source of much of my pain and virtually all of my anxiety.  Envy has completely consumed me and if I had any predisposition to anger or … Continue reading

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Delayed trauma

It’s been raining since the early hours of this morning, which is good news as it means there won’t be many people going to the beach today, so hopefully I won’t be tormented by the sound of families and children … Continue reading

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Brexistence is futile

I haven’t updated this blog for a few days because I really don’t have anything to say, unless it involves repeating the same shit that I repeat in almost every blog entry.  The time I have left here in the … Continue reading

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I went to the most Brexity town in Britain (and I’m never going back)

I haven’t had a drink since Tuesday morning.  I don’t have major withdrawal symptoms, but I’ve been struggling more so than usual with intrusive and racing thoughts.  I’ve been detoxing my liver over the last few days, drinking lots of … Continue reading

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As if I don’t hate myself and my hideous appearance enough (harassed, followed in Newark)

I had a frightening experience in Newark earlier, while on my bike riding between Newark Northgate and Newark Castle stations to catch my connecting train.  It was a white van driver with a company logo of some sort who decided … Continue reading

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