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I REALLY need to leave this place for good

I went to Nottingham yesterday on the train and took Persephone (my purple bike that I bought back from New York with me).  I took the train from Grantham as far as Radcliffe, then cycled the rest of the way.  … Continue reading

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Yesterday’s debilitating, embarassing panic attack

I don’t want to sound like a stuck record, but I’m really really really struggling.  I had a particularly awful day yesterday, which led to one of the worst panic attacks that I’ve had in a while. I went to … Continue reading

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My last ever “Back in Rochester” blog entry

I got back to Rochester around 1 am this morning, which was over an hour later than planned due to the Amtrak train experiencing engine failure, resulting in being stuck at Albany train station for over an hour and a … Continue reading

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Final update before returning to Rochester (scared, sad, worried and unable to sleep)

Unless something drastic happens today that I feel the urge to write about, this will be my final update before I leave Grantham for London Gatwick Airport late this evening, in order to catch my early flight to New York … Continue reading

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I’m done with travelling alone (and travelling in general)

Although it was good to see my friend and her cats yesterday, it turned out to be a very stressful day that has drained me of what feels like everything.  My friend didn’t stress me out, although there were times … Continue reading

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Anxiety is the bane of my existence

My anxiety is really frustrating me at the moment.  I did manage to haul myself out earlier, but I could barely manage being in the outside world for 2 hours before I had to retreat back to the safety of … Continue reading

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When your fun gets in the way of my fun-ctioning (the final straw)

I’m not the kind of person to want to ruin someone else’s enjoyment and I’m not a party pooper, but I draw the line when my desire for privacy and my mental health are disregarded.  Needless to say, I have … Continue reading

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