Tag Archives: anxiety

A colossal waste of time (asking for help on the NHS)

Here lies one of the main reasons why I get tired of people telling me to “seek help”. If you’re one of those people (whether you mean well or not), I suggest you read this, because this is reality for … Continue reading

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Hurting (dysphoria, depression, spinal stenosis)

I hate the fact that I can’t be completely honest about why I’m feeling so fucking low at the moment, nor can I say where I’m currently staying. Most of my pain is dysphoria related and I can’t bring myself … Continue reading

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Update

I’m keeping this blog private until tomorrow evening, so no one will see this until then. I’ve found somewhere else to stay until I leave for Scotland at the end of the month. I can’t say where it is, because … Continue reading

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New Fears Eve

There’s nothing quite like New Year’s Eve to remind some of us that we have no friends and no life.  I really don’t give a shit about NYE anyway.  Only normal people who look normal / beautiful care about bullshit … Continue reading

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“Not autie enough”

Just as I’ve never felt like I’ve belonged in the transgender or LGBT communities, I don’t feel like I belong in the autistic / neurodivergent community either.  Feeling marginalised from your own marginalised groups is a shitty feeling and it … Continue reading

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Attempting to socialise makes me depressed

I’ve never fit in before. I don’t fit in now. It’s even less likely that I’ll fit in in the future. Thar’s the harsh reality that I am forced to exist with, whether I fully accept it or not. There’s … Continue reading

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MIRPs (mental illness recovery people) and their toxic positivity

You’d think that people who ‘recovered’ from mental illness would be more understanding and less judgmental, but that isn’t always the case, at least not in my experience.  MIRPs, as I call them often become quite arrogant and judgmental when … Continue reading

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