Tag Archives: autism

I drink because I don’t want to think

This is a special “fuck you” to the so-called “best friend” who reintroduced me to alcohol every time she would call me drunk as fuck.  I don’t actually blame her though, because I’d have to have to be drunk to … Continue reading

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Mental health assessment, living situation and another broken phone

My mental health assessment yesterday went quite well.  I wrote down a list of as many of my issues as I could think of and saved it on my tablet to show the mental health professional I saw.  I was … Continue reading

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Add “being an arsehole” to my list of accolades

Yesterday turned out to be an extremely horrible day and I wish I’d have just stayed at the bedsit all weekend.  I can’t sleep, partly because I have that mental health assessment in a few hours that I know will … Continue reading

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I could never have been a parent anyway

I should’ve given up my dreams of becoming a parent a long time ago.  The experience I’ve had with K’s son has proven to me that I’d have been a colossal failure as a mother.  K is back from her … Continue reading

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Burnout > meltdown > shutdown (the hell of being an autistic introvert with PTSD)

I literally can’t stand this living situation any longer.  I’m too close to breaking point for comfort and I’m drinking far more than I’d like.  As much as I always wanted a family of my own, I could never have … Continue reading

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Fuck dyspraxia (another broken phone)

I’ve had a really awful couple of days.  Once again, I broke my phone thanks to one of my curses, which in this case is the curse known as ‘dyspraxia’.  Now I have no phone to take with me to … Continue reading

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Avoiding people is my only goal in life

K has gone away for the night working again and her son has gone to stay with her brother, so the cats and I have the house to ourselves for 24 hours.  I’m not going out today or tomorrow, as … Continue reading

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