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I’m having major second thoughts about going to stay with my ex tomorrow

I’m leaving for Runcorn tomorrow, as I’m going to stay with K (my ex-girlfriend) for a few days.  I know she really only wants me there to help with cleaning and de-cluttering her house.  I was okay with the idea … Continue reading

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Utterly disappointed in myself

I have to return to Grantham later today, where I will have to face my mother at some point.  I’m very disappointed in myself, as I have not been able to do much while I’ve been away over the last … Continue reading

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Autistic with no “special interests”

I’m hoping to hear from anyone on the autism spectrum who can relate to this issue, as it makes me feel like I may not be considered to have an autism spectrum disorder at all, due to the fact that … Continue reading

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Yesterday’s debilitating, embarassing panic attack

I don’t want to sound like a stuck record, but I’m really really really struggling.  I had a particularly awful day yesterday, which led to one of the worst panic attacks that I’ve had in a while. I went to … Continue reading

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Not trying hard enough?

When I give up, I wonder how many people will say that I didn’t try hard enough or that I somehow had other options and just gave up on some sort of whim borne out of temporary despair?   I do … Continue reading

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New Aquarium

I now have a fully functional, almost fully kitted out aquarium, although I can’t add any actual fish for 2 weeks or so, as the water has to be treated first.  Its still quite soothing, both to look at and … Continue reading

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Dyspraxia + anxiety + the ‘trans curse’ = embarrassment

I hate Friday nights and weekends, but at least the school holidays are coming to an end on Monday, so I can try to resume my usual ‘going out’ routine when it isn’t dark or extremely early in the morning. … Continue reading

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