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I had another meltdown yesterday

I had another meltdown yesterday, after the pressure became too much for me to take and I was upset that K’s son had taken my bike, even though I’d mistakenly agreed to it (I suffer from delayed reaction thinking and … Continue reading

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Extremely ugly and lonely in Glasgow

I went to Glasgow on the train from Perth yesterday (Monday)), despite feeling like shit and despite the fact that it was a bank holiday here in Scotland yesterday, so it was a weekend day.  I  wouldn’t have gone at … Continue reading

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Ugly (as fuck) in Perth

I went out on the bike this morning and took a few pictures of Perth, early enough to avoid most of the ‘weekend people’ and their kids.  Unfortunately, my camera doesn’t take very good pictures when it’s dull and cloudy … Continue reading

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Back in Scotland (and I bought a used bike)

I breathed a huge sigh of relief as the train from Newcastle to Edinburgh crossed the Scottish border just north of the town of Berwick-upon-Tweed.  I was even more relieved to be back in Edinburgh, where I had a 4 … Continue reading

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My life just became more difficult (bike vandalised, loneliness, time to go)

I’ve only been back in England (South Shields)  for 3 days and already Persephone (my bike)  has been completely vandalised.  I was going to take her out today and I came down to find the tyres slashed, the bell destroyed … Continue reading

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Coffee with my uncle and an email from my ex

The Brexit saga goes on and on and on; like me, the United Kingdom is probably on borrowed time right now.  I simply despair. I saw my uncle earlier today at the Lithuanian coffee shop across the street.  It was … Continue reading

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Awful fucking day (Brexit HRT prescription problems,bike accident)

TRIGGER WARNING: Suicidal ideation Today has been so awful that it could prove to be the day that served as the catalyst for me to finally act on the suicidal thoughts that plague me everyday. I’m too upset and too … Continue reading

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