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A colossal waste of time (asking for help on the NHS)

Here lies one of the main reasons why I get tired of people telling me to “seek help”. If you’re one of those people (whether you mean well or not), I suggest you read this, because this is reality for … Continue reading

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New Fears Eve

There’s nothing quite like New Year’s Eve to remind some of us that we have no friends and no life.  I really don’t give a shit about NYE anyway.  Only normal people who look normal / beautiful care about bullshit … Continue reading

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Reflecting on a terrible year (2019) and a terrible decade (the 2010’s)

The 2010’s have been the worst decade of my lie, by far. 2019 is definitely among the top 3 worst years in the decade. I would like to be relieved that the 2010’s are over, but I’ve no hope that … Continue reading

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Back in Runcorn and feeling completely hopeless

I arrived back in Runcorn around noon, then walked straight to the bedsit. The journey from Grantham to Liverpool South Parkway on East Midlands Railway was fucking awful, as the train was ridiculously overcrowded for most of the journey, especially … Continue reading

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Thoughts of suicide as this terrible decade comes to an end….

TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide (obviously)  My mum and her husband will be back from their mini-vacation in Norfolk in a couple of hours, so I thought I’d try to express my thoughts before they arrive.  I have to return to Runcorn … Continue reading

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Christmas Day 2019

My uncle came over earlier with the enormous chicken that he bought. I’d already prepared the vegetables and preheated the oven for when he arrived, so it wasn’t that stressful. I don’t usually eat meat, but it’s very difficult to … Continue reading

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Black is the colour of Christmas

My mum and her husband are returning today from their mini-break with my two ‘normal’ younger half brothers. I’m going out for a meal with them later and to watch the movie Cats, although I really don’t feel up to … Continue reading

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