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K (my ex-girlfriend) still wants me to move in with her

As I mentioned in my last entry, I got back in touch with K recently.  Admittedly, I was drunk when I emailed her and apologized, but she still wants me to move in with her, even if it’s just for … Continue reading

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Another highly triggering encounter with my mother (family of origin)

TRIGGER WARNING: Self harm I had a truly awful day yesterday (Tuesday), which culminated in another major fight with my mother.  Once again, she managed to upset me when I went over to her house around lunchtime.  I only went … Continue reading

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Comparing the UK that I’ve returned to with the ‘alternate’ version of 1985 in Back to the Future II

I;m sure most of you will have seen the movie Back to the Future II at some point, as it was released 30 years ago and has been on television a million times.  The entire trilogy is on Netflix, which … Continue reading

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I’m going to try living with K (my ex) for a while after all

K and I are talking again after the ‘misunderstanding’ from a couple of weeks ago.  She said that we can still try living together for a month to see how it goes.  I’m not thrilled by the idea, mainly because … Continue reading

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I’m seriously considering going back to Rochester (New York)

If you’ve been following this blog since before I returned to the UK in November last year, you’ll know that I wanted nothing more than to leave Rochester and come ‘home’.  That’s why you’d be forgiven for thinking that I’m … Continue reading

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Final update from Rottenchester

Today is the day I leave, thank god.  I know I have to return here for a week or so at the end of October, but after that, I hope that will be the end of a very bad chapter … Continue reading

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Packing and panicking

I’ve pretty much done all of my packing of the mostly clothes and shoes that I’m taking with me to the UK this time around.  I’ve filled two large suitcases,which is all I can feasibly take with me.  I’d previously … Continue reading

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