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The last pictures I’ll ever take of Grantham

I’m leaving in 8 days and those 8 days cannot pass quickly enough, although I’m also nervous about it as I’ll be venturing into the unknown.  I’m at my wit’s end with living in Grantham and I will never return … Continue reading

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My mother is trying to keep me here (help?)

I met my mother yesterday, although she ended up coming to my flat, as I was too scared to go out due to it being a bank holiday Monday (lots of kids and families and even the Lithuanian cafe across … Continue reading

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I REALLY need to leave this place for good

I went to Nottingham yesterday on the train and took Persephone (my purple bike that I bought back from New York with me).  I took the train from Grantham as far as Radcliffe, then cycled the rest of the way.  … Continue reading

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At least cats still want to be friends with me

After going to both the local Aldi and Asda supermarkets this morning to buy vodka and food, I rode my bike from Grantham to Bottesford, then back again along.  I cycled along the Grantham Canal, which is realistically the only … Continue reading

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Fear and envy have made me hateful

I don’t find the subject of envy particularly easy to talk about, but I have no one to discuss it with and I feel no one truly understands why I feel the way that I do. It’s reached the stage … Continue reading

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Childless, not childfree

I recently tried to connect with people in a childfree group on Facebook, but I soon realized that the label ‘childfree’ doesn’t apply to me and it would be wrong of me to use it. Childfree people are people who … Continue reading

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Yesterday’s debilitating, embarassing panic attack

I don’t want to sound like a stuck record, but I’m really really really struggling.  I had a particularly awful day yesterday, which led to one of the worst panic attacks that I’ve had in a while. I went to … Continue reading

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