Tag Archives: childfree

Four (completely infeasible) alternatives to suicide

TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide, dark thoughts It’s 2 am and I can’t sleep (surprise).  I feel tired, but I have a lot of restless energy and a mind racing with intrusive thoughts.  I’m angry at the world and angrier still with … Continue reading

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I wish there were childfree communities

You’ve probably guessed by now from many of my blog entries that I don’t like children;  in fact, I hate them.  Before you jump down my throat for it, it’s not the kind of hate that would ever lead me … Continue reading

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I have to binge drink just to get through the day here

I’ve been in this hellhole known as ‘South Shields aka ‘Grantham-by-the-Sea’ since July 19th and I don’t leave until Friday.  I should never have come to this terrible seaside, family friendly place, but I didn’t know it would be this … Continue reading

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I hate Brexit England (a nation of family friendly fascism)

I no longer see people as human beings anymore; I see them as the source of much of my pain and virtually all of my anxiety.  Envy has completely consumed me and if I had any predisposition to anger or … Continue reading

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The intense loneliness of being marginalised (I just want to die)

I didn’t choose to be different, I don’t want to be different and I don’t like being different.  Those who claim that being different or weird is so great are usually those who had a choice in he matter.  Some … Continue reading

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No, I don’t like to be beside the seaside

I used to love the sea, summer and beaches when I was a kid, despite never being fond of summer weather.  But that’s when I fit in and was part of a (fake) family unit and had a friend or … Continue reading

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The last pictures I’ll ever take of Grantham

I’m leaving in 8 days and those 8 days cannot pass quickly enough, although I’m also nervous about it as I’ll be venturing into the unknown.  I’m at my wit’s end with living in Grantham and I will never return … Continue reading

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