Tag Archives: Christmas Day

A surprise email from S

I never expected to hear from S (my ex-wife) again, but she rep;lied to an email I sent her the same day, where I told her I missed her. I thought she would’ve been upset by it as she always … Continue reading

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Emotional validation from an unexpected source

My uncle came over earlier and we talked for quite a while. I wasn’t exactly in the mood, but I’m glad he came over. My mum often criticizes him for being aloof and not thinking of other, but that isn’t … Continue reading

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‘Loneliness’ as depicted by a deserted British town centre on Christmas Day

While everyone else is indoors with their happy fucking families celebrating this stupid holiday, I’m out in the cold riding my bike and wishing that I didn’t exist.  There is no love out here, just a deserted town centre and … Continue reading

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Not even my first white Christmas can lessen the pain…

If I didn’t have such contempt for Christmas, maybe I’d at least be able to appreciate the true “white Christmas’ going on outside.  I’ve never experienced a white Christmas before, not in my native United Kingdom or here in the … Continue reading

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