Tag Archives: Christmas

“What are you doing for New Year’s Eve?”

“What are you doing for New Year’s Eve?” Answer: The same as I do every other NYE….nothing.  If days like Thanksgiving and Christmas remind you that you have no family as such and no relationship, New Year’s Eve reminds you … Continue reading

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The holidays are dragging

I wish the holidays were over already, but the time is dragging on and there’s still another full week to go before the school holidays end.  Due to my fear of encountering kids and teenagers, I’m restricted to only being … Continue reading

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Back in hiding

I spent 3 days at my mum’s, taking care of Lily and Madge. I decided to leave a bit early, because I’m sure my mum and her husband wouldn’t have wanted to run into my ugly face after driving for … Continue reading

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A surprise email from S

I never expected to hear from S (my ex-wife) again, but she rep;lied to an email I sent her the same day, where I told her I missed her. I thought she would’ve been upset by it as she always … Continue reading

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‘Loneliness’ as depicted by a deserted British town centre on Christmas Day

While everyone else is indoors with their happy fucking families celebrating this stupid holiday, I’m out in the cold riding my bike and wishing that I didn’t exist.  There is no love out here, just a deserted town centre and … Continue reading

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Shitmas

I’m not sure how much benefit I’m getting from the exercise involved in riding my bike when I find myself in a constant state of panic as soon as I leave my front door.  This causes me to run out … Continue reading

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A very wet Friday evening

I got absolutely drenched while riding my bike back from my mum’s last night.  Not only was it pissing down with rain, but my bike has no mudguards, so I got all the spray from the many puddles on the … Continue reading

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