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I’m so drained from doing so little and I believe that chronic loneliness and isolation are largely responsible

I know I’m screaming into the depths of space here.  The internet has become another lonely place for me, despite once being a place of solace where I could find real connections with people.  I’m now in a situation again … Continue reading

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It’s only a matter of time before I become homeless again….

I’m struggling to cope with what little I actually do, but my various struggles are made worse by being judged or disbelieved by others when I try to explain that I find a particular task difficult or impossible. S, the … Continue reading

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There is no ‘help’

My mood hasn’t improved since my previous update. While my depression isn’t the kind of depression that causes me to sit in the corner of my room for days foaming at the mouth, it’s like a lead weight of hopelessness … Continue reading

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I live a Friday the 13th life (bad luck 365 days a year)

The fact that it was Friday 13th yesterday didn’t phase me at all. I’m superstitious, but I experience that much bad luck throughout the rest of the year anyway that it just doesn’t matter when I’m living a Friday 13th … Continue reading

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I’m still dealing with a hangover from my earlier drinking binge, but the hangover is the least of my worries. I had a gut feeling that going into pub on my own to watch England play Croatia in the World … Continue reading

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The meeting with my care manager yesterday just left me with more stress.  Most of the hour was spent discussing my health insurance, which has turned into somewhat of a disaster since being switched from Medicaid to Medicare.  My care … Continue reading

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A painful 24 hours (the ‘trans trigger’, street harassment, embarrassment, loss of friends)

I wish I hadn’t gone out at all yesterday, but I had an appointment with my care manager and needed groceries.  I was harassed yet again by a coward in a passing car on the way to the clinic.  I … Continue reading

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