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Dyspraxia + anxiety + the ‘trans curse’ = embarrassment

I hate Friday nights and weekends, but at least the school holidays are coming to an end on Monday, so I can try to resume my usual ‘going out’ routine when it isn’t dark or extremely early in the morning. … Continue reading

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Referred to the wrong place (yet again)

I received a letter today from the NHS operated mental health organization that I’d been told to ‘self refer’ to by my GP telling me that they are unable to help me, as they are only commissioned to treat ‘low … Continue reading

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I’m sorry, but I cannot be friends with my exes…..

I’m back at my mum’s in Grantham now after what was a very positive experience at an Airbnb home in Newark-on-Trent.  The room I had was extremely comfortable and the host was really nice and welcoming, without being overly talkative … Continue reading

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Alone and scared

This house is rapidly being emptied out by my roommates and their team of men, friends and boyfriends.  K is hardly ever here and I fear that L is about to move out, taking both cats with her.  I’m not … Continue reading

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Left out in the cold

Therapy was cancelled today because the clinic was put on lockdown while I was there because of an ‘incident’.  As soon as was called into my appointment, someone came in and told us that everyone (patients and staff) needed to … Continue reading

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Out in the cold (literally and figuratively)

The snow stopped and the temperature outside finally exceeded single digits yesterday, so I went out in the evening to buy groceries, as I had already ran out of fruit and soy milk.  I was going to take the bus, … Continue reading

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Wondering how much “borrowed time” I have left

I forced myself out earlier to buy groceries and almost got frostbite in the process, because I’d forgotten to bring my proper gloves.  Fortunately, a stranger pulled up and offered me a ride and as I was so freezing and … Continue reading

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