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I need to continue to hide from the world

I had my last but one therapy session yesterday.  I told both my therapist and care manager that I’m moving back to the UK permanently and neither were surprised by the decision.  I talked to my therapist about my latest … Continue reading

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I don’t belong here, there or anywhere

I’ve been in a dark and lonely place for the last few days, even prior to seeing that headline about how the Trump Administration plan to erase transgender people’s identities (I wish someone would just ‘erase’ me from existence and … Continue reading

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Too much chaos

I don’t know where to begin, but I’m reluctant to write anything too long as no one reads this crap anyway and I feel like all I’m doing is repeating myself and making myself look like even more of a … Continue reading

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My hopeless housing search (too many obstacles, too much bullshit and too many dead ends)

I had grandiose plans to go out today and attempt cycling again, but my anxiety and depression and the non-stop rain outside have killed those plans. Instead I’m just here in my room, emailing every potential room ad on Craigslist … Continue reading

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Situational bullshit update…

I’m still no closer to finding somewhere semi-permanent to live here in Rochester, but I’m possibly seeing a room over the weekend, having spoken to the girl that I’d be sharing with yesterday.  I’m not going to get my hopes … Continue reading

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Hurt

I’ve cried what must be the equivalent of a lake’s worth of tears over the past few days, with no end or relief in sight. Crying doesn’t help, but I can’t help it or control it. Talking doesn’t help and … Continue reading

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Falling further into the abyss…

This street sign I passed earlier sums up my existence pretty well: After meeting with my care manager and therapist, I feel even more hopeless about my situation.  My therapist mainly just listened to me vent, then told me not … Continue reading

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