Tag Archives: depressed

What a waste (back from Scotland)

I got back late yesterday evening from Edinburgh, which is where I was staying since Tuesday. The whole thing was a complete waste of time and money, as I didn’t have the guts to do what I wanted to do. … Continue reading

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Another very difficult, lonely weekend that has left me with major depression. I’ve barely managed to get out of bed today, despite feeling restless and agitated. When will this nightmare end? I’m so trapped inside my wretched, ugly head.

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Ugly in the Granite City

Winston Churchill often referred to his depression as a “black dog”, but I don’t think that metaphor can be used to describe my own depression, which isn’t of this world.  I’m no Winston Churchill either; he had a purpose, which … Continue reading

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There is no ‘help’

My mood hasn’t improved since my previous update. While my depression isn’t the kind of depression that causes me to sit in the corner of my room for days foaming at the mouth, it’s like a lead weight of hopelessness … Continue reading

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Maybe I just can’t be around others (introvert burnout, anxiety, dysphoria)

It’s been a few days since I updated this and while you could argue that a lot of positive things have happened, the end result is that I’m left feeling extremely low and have been served with multiple ‘reminders’ as … Continue reading

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Alone and scared

This house is rapidly being emptied out by my roommates and their team of men, friends and boyfriends.  K is hardly ever here and I fear that L is about to move out, taking both cats with her.  I’m not … Continue reading

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Saturday, Snow and Sadness

I know you all probably think that I’m just a “negative person” or a “complainer”, but nothing could be further from the truth. If something good happens to me, I’ll go into just as much elaborate detail about it as … Continue reading

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