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Reflecting on a terrible year (2019) and a terrible decade (the 2010’s)

The 2010’s have been the worst decade of my lie, by far. 2019 is definitely among the top 3 worst years in the decade. I would like to be relieved that the 2010’s are over, but I’ve no hope that … Continue reading

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Christmas 2011

The last time Christmas wasn’t unbearable for me was the Christmas of 2011. At the time, I was living in Beverly, Massachusetts with my ex-wife, S. Even though we were going to split up after she found out about my … Continue reading

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Ugly in Birmingham

I went to Birmingham on Tuesday as planned, but the feelings I experienced when I got there certainly weren’t ‘planned’. It was the coldest day of the autumn / winter so far and the first ground frost here in Runcorn. … Continue reading

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Forever ug-lone (and the holiday season is upon us)

Yesterday was ‘Singles Day’, but I don’t really see it as anything to celebrate, especially with the holiday season upon us and the pain that the holidays are guaranteed to cause me every year. But in honour of Singles Day, … Continue reading

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I will never criticise parents again

I had no luck with trying to get a prescription for benzos for my anxiety at the doctor’s yesterday.  I knew the answer would be “no”, but I had to ask.  All the doctor offered me was shitty Propranolol, which … Continue reading

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The transgender trigger / curse

I’ve not really felt any better since my meltdown on Friday, although I’ve not had any more alcohol since then, but I’ve smoked quite a few joints.  Fortunately, K has been away and isn’t back until tomorrow, so I’ve had … Continue reading

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Drunken envy and self-loathing in Dundee

I went to Dundee on the train yesterday (Thursday).  I’ve now been to every major / medium sized city in the United Kingdom.  I drank way too much and I still have a hangover (and I don’t usually even get … Continue reading

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