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Best fraud

In the back end of 2017, I connected with someone on here who followed my blog  She became my best friend, but I now consider her my “best fraud”, because a fraud is exactly what she turned out to be.  … Continue reading

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I will never call a crisis helpline (so please stop suggesting it)

I’ve never called a crisis helpline such as The Samaritans here in the UK and I never will.  I’m actually sick and tired of random people on the internet suggesting it.   It’s as if they’re treating me like an idiot … Continue reading

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The truths that I’ve been forced to live by

THE TRUTHS THAT I’VE BEEN FORCED TO LIVE BY: Looks are not only important, but extremely important in today’s image obsessed, superficial society. Money can buy happiness, especially if it involves paying for cosmetic surgery or being able to afford … Continue reading

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I feel like I’m losing control (envy, anger, hatred, very dark thoughts)

TRIGGER WARNING: all of it I s’snapped’ yesterday on Twitter, lashing out at dozens of people, many of whom were on my side.  I sad some awful things and even some disturbing things that I am not proud of.  I … Continue reading

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“Everyone has problems” = shitty, unsolicited advice

A friend of mine in the US shared the meme above on her Facebook feed and it truly resonated with me.  Like me, she is alone and completely marginalised.  She lives with her parents and is terrified of what will … Continue reading

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The anniversary of the day I should never have been born

I mentioned in my previous blog entry that it was my mum’s birthday on Friday. While I don’t celebrate it, it’s my birthday today and I’m spending It alone wand depressed with a bottle of vodka and a head full … Continue reading

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Fake friends, fake people and saviors and why I’m tired of being conned by them

Fake friends are worse than enemies, because at least you can count on your enemies to hate you and they never tried to earn, the n betray your trust. I’m very angry right now, mostly angry at myself for allowing … Continue reading

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