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Alone and lonely on Guy Fawkes Night

TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide As with Christmas, Halloween and New Year’s Eve, I used to look forward to Guy Fawkes Night (November 5th) when I was a kid, but now it’s just another day that reminds me of how completely alone … Continue reading

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Best fraud

In the back end of 2017, I connected with someone on here who followed my blog  She became my best friend, but I now consider her my “best fraud”, because a fraud is exactly what she turned out to be.  … Continue reading

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The internet used to be a place of solace, where I could find like-minded people

The internet used to be a place of solace for me, where I could find like-minded people.  I’m going back quite a long time though, to the early 2000’s, when LiveJournal and MySpace were a thing, before the advent of … Continue reading

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I will never call a crisis helpline (so please stop suggesting it)

I’ve never called a crisis helpline such as The Samaritans here in the UK and I never will.  I’m actually sick and tired of random people on the internet suggesting it.   It’s as if they’re treating me like an idiot … Continue reading

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Nosedive (Black Mirror episode)

No, I’m not referring to my life over the past 5 years, but an episode from series 3 of Black Mirror that I watched yesterday on Netflix.  I’ve really gotten into Black Mirror, even though some of the episodes are … Continue reading

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Ugly and lonely in Perth, Glasgow and Stirling

I wasn’t planning on returning to this blog for a while.  I’m tired of bearing my soul on here, as I feel like no one is listening and even if they are, it’s unlikely that they understand (or care to … Continue reading

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The anniversary of the day I should never have been born

I mentioned in my previous blog entry that it was my mum’s birthday on Friday. While I don’t celebrate it, it’s my birthday today and I’m spending It alone wand depressed with a bottle of vodka and a head full … Continue reading

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