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Nosedive (Black Mirror episode)

No, I’m not referring to my life over the past 5 years, but an episode from series 3 of Black Mirror that I watched yesterday on Netflix.  I’ve really gotten into Black Mirror, even though some of the episodes are … Continue reading

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Ugly and lonely in Perth, Glasgow and Stirling

I wasn’t planning on returning to this blog for a while.  I’m tired of bearing my soul on here, as I feel like no one is listening and even if they are, it’s unlikely that they understand (or care to … Continue reading

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The anniversary of the day I should never have been born

I mentioned in my previous blog entry that it was my mum’s birthday on Friday. While I don’t celebrate it, it’s my birthday today and I’m spending It alone wand depressed with a bottle of vodka and a head full … Continue reading

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Envy of others has completely poisoned me (feeling ugly, alone and left behind)

I went to Edinburgh yesterday and did nothing but get very drunk.  I just wanted to get out of England and specifically out of South Shields, the town where I’m currently staying, which I’ve dubbed as ‘Grantham-by-the-Sea, for its obvious … Continue reading

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Continually fooled by people and their hidden agendas

It’s just past midnight and I can’t (and won’t) sleep, after waking up from an intense nightmare.  My lower back is in agony, with the pain radiating all the way down my right leg.  I’m extremely anxious because I have … Continue reading

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Inter-not

The internet is full of people who will claim to be your friend and will say they care about you or even love you. The internet is full of armchair activists and stupid inspirational memes that preach positive thinking and … Continue reading

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Fake

The people who passed themselves off as ‘friends’ that I’ve met over the past few years and are no longer in my life have done far more damage than ‘haters’ such as the white van man yesterday.  At least haters … Continue reading

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