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Appreciation from an unlikely source

I’ve had a n eventful couple of days; not bad, just eventful.  I don’t want to speak too soon, but I think I might be slowly getting the hang of this teenager-minding.  As difficult as it’s been, i’ts given me … Continue reading

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I miss my friend; I miss the Netherlands

I spent a month staying with my only remaining friend, S in the Netherlands for a month in June.  Honestly, it was the best month that I’ve had for as long as I can remember.  I usually have difficulty living … Continue reading

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My life just became more difficult (bike vandalised, loneliness, time to go)

I’ve only been back in England (South Shields)  for 3 days and already Persephone (my bike)  has been completely vandalised.  I was going to take her out today and I came down to find the tyres slashed, the bell destroyed … Continue reading

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Made it to the Netherlands in one piece; the journey here was hassle-free

I arrived in Delft (Netherlands) yesterday after a hassle-free journey on Eurostar and Dutch InterCity trains.  My friend was there to meet me at Amsterdam Centraal train station, which wasn’t anywhere near as busy or chaotic as I’d expected.  I … Continue reading

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Just waiting to die (borrowed time)

TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide, suicidal ideation My existence has descended into little more than a lonely, binge drinking haze.  The bottle is now the only ‘friend’ I have left and the only thing I can trust in this world.  It doesn’t … Continue reading

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I need to move (once again)

I haven’t updated this blog for a few days because I went to the south coast of England to visit my best friend on Wednesday and didn’t get back until just after midnight on Saturday morning. I’ve been feeling extremely … Continue reading

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I made it to the south coast without any problems. I’m having a good time with my friend and the Airbnb home is huge and ridiculously comfortable. We went out last night and has an Indian meal, which was the … Continue reading

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