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Made it to the Netherlands in one piece; the journey here was hassle-free

I arrived in Delft (Netherlands) yesterday after a hassle-free journey on Eurostar and Dutch InterCity trains.  My friend was there to meet me at Amsterdam Centraal train station, which wasn’t anywhere near as busy or chaotic as I’d expected.  I … Continue reading

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Just waiting to die (borrowed time)

TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide, suicidal ideation My existence has descended into little more than a lonely, binge drinking haze.  The bottle is now the only ‘friend’ I have left and the only thing I can trust in this world.  It doesn’t … Continue reading

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I need to move (once again)

I haven’t updated this blog for a few days because I went to the south coast of England to visit my best friend on Wednesday and didn’t get back until just after midnight on Saturday morning. I’ve been feeling extremely … Continue reading

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I made it to the south coast without any problems. I’m having a good time with my friend and the Airbnb home is huge and ridiculously comfortable. We went out last night and has an Indian meal, which was the … Continue reading

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Something to look forward to

I’m doing my best to try to repair the damage I did when I pushed my best friend away a few months ago, but thankfully we are on good terms again and she is back in my life.  I deeply … Continue reading

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Feeling completely hopeless and overwhelmed…

After months of communicating back and forth between my friend and I in Stevenage, the ‘move in’ with her friend that was supposed to happen yesterday completely fell through.  They had a falling out and she just stopped responding to … Continue reading

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Cool-down (both the weather and I)

I had my final therapy session today before leaving for the UK next week.  My therapist gave me an extra half an hour, but all I really did was vent.  He did tell me to try to keep myself ‘in … Continue reading

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