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Just waiting to die (borrowed time)

TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide, suicidal ideation My existence has descended into little more than a lonely, binge drinking haze.  The bottle is now the only ‘friend’ I have left and the only thing I can trust in this world.  It doesn’t … Continue reading

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I need to move (once again)

I haven’t updated this blog for a few days because I went to the south coast of England to visit my best friend on Wednesday and didn’t get back until just after midnight on Saturday morning. I’ve been feeling extremely … Continue reading

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I made it to the south coast without any problems. I’m having a good time with my friend and the Airbnb home is huge and ridiculously comfortable. We went out last night and has an Indian meal, which was the … Continue reading

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Something to look forward to

I’m doing my best to try to repair the damage I did when I pushed my best friend away a few months ago, but thankfully we are on good terms again and she is back in my life.  I deeply … Continue reading

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Feeling completely hopeless and overwhelmed…

After months of communicating back and forth between my friend and I in Stevenage, the ‘move in’ with her friend that was supposed to happen yesterday completely fell through.  They had a falling out and she just stopped responding to … Continue reading

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Cool-down (both the weather and I)

I had my final therapy session today before leaving for the UK next week.  My therapist gave me an extra half an hour, but all I really did was vent.  He did tell me to try to keep myself ‘in … Continue reading

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To the best friend that I had (and lost)

I’d really like to get my best friend back, despite my envy of others problem. I miss our talks and I cherished every moment of the time we soent together while I was in England last time. I ruined it … Continue reading

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