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I made it to the south coast without any problems. I’m having a good time with my friend and the Airbnb home is huge and ridiculously comfortable. We went out last night and has an Indian meal, which was the … Continue reading

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Something to look forward to

I’m doing my best to try to repair the damage I did when I pushed my best friend away a few months ago, but thankfully we are on good terms again and she is back in my life.  I deeply … Continue reading

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Feeling completely hopeless and overwhelmed…

After months of communicating back and forth between my friend and I in Stevenage, the ‘move in’ with her friend that was supposed to happen yesterday completely fell through.  They had a falling out and she just stopped responding to … Continue reading

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Cool-down (both the weather and I)

I had my final therapy session today before leaving for the UK next week.  My therapist gave me an extra half an hour, but all I really did was vent.  He did tell me to try to keep myself ‘in … Continue reading

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To the best friend that I had (and lost)

I’d really like to get my best friend back, despite my envy of others problem. I miss our talks and I cherished every moment of the time we soent together while I was in England last time. I ruined it … Continue reading

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Why I’ve grown to hate the word ‘friend’ (adult friendships are meaningless and disposable)

One realization of adulthood that has taken a long time to truly sink in is that adult friendships are not as dependable as childhood friendships and just as people throw the word ‘love’ around so carelessly, they do so with … Continue reading

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Damn weekends….

It seems that wherever I am in the world, I still dread Friday nights and weekends and they seem to be the times when I feel trapped indoors and when loneliness affects me the most. If I do go out … Continue reading

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