Tag Archives: friends

Annoying, repetitive and invisible (this is me screaming into the void)

Sometimes I wonder if I should cut down on the amount of garbage I write here or even just stop completely for a while and just keep a private diary.  Whenever I write, I feel like I’m yelling into the … Continue reading

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The friends I’ve lost because of my mental illness

I came across this article on The Mighty earlier and it really resonated with me: Letter To the Friends I’ve Lost Because of my Depression – The Mighty Many of us have lost friends because of our depression / mental … Continue reading

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Social pariah

It’s 2 am and I can’t go back to sleep. I’m tired, but my mind won’t switch off and even if I did manage to fall asleep for another hour or so, I’d only have another nightmare, so it isn’t … Continue reading

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A surprise email from S

I never expected to hear from S (my ex-wife) again, but she rep;lied to an email I sent her the same day, where I told her I missed her. I thought she would’ve been upset by it as she always … Continue reading

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Social Leper

This isn’t getting any easier and I’m just wasting what little energy I have left by trying.  I still feel as alone as I did in Rochester, but the difference is that I no longer have my therapist to pour … Continue reading

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Getting shit done on a Saturday, before the ‘weekend people’ wake up

I cycled into Newark this morning.  It’s roughly 7 1/2 miles from here, so 15 miles there and back.  Most of the journey is relatively flat, although there are some scary roads to contend with due to cars driving at … Continue reading

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Fake

The people who passed themselves off as ‘friends’ that I’ve met over the past few years and are no longer in my life have done far more damage than ‘haters’ such as the white van man yesterday.  At least haters … Continue reading

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