Tag Archives: half brothers

Christmas Day 2019

My uncle came over earlier with the enormous chicken that he bought. I’d already prepared the vegetables and preheated the oven for when he arrived, so it wasn’t that stressful. I don’t usually eat meat, but it’s very difficult to … Continue reading

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Christmas and my two-tier family (the source of much of my envy of others)

Last year, my mum and I got in a huge fight over the fact that she kept mentioning my 2 younger half brothers.  It was upsetting me a lot, because my upbringing combined with bullying and exclusion at school are … Continue reading

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Now it’s just me and the cat…

I made it to Grantham without any issues.  The train journey was only stressful on the stretch between Liverpool South Parkway and Manchester Oxford Rad.  After that, it emptied out and I was able to get a seat next to … Continue reading

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I finally talked to my long-lost half sister, then she blocked me the next day

TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide My half sister finally responded to the message I’d sent her on Facebook on Wednesday night. I thought she’d blocked me, but it turns out that she hadn’t. She asked me a few questions, as she wasn’t … Continue reading

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The ugly, uneducated, unmarried black sheep of the family

Whenever I visit my mum, I’m always reminded of how much of a ‘black sheep’ I am and how much of a piece of shit I am compared to my 2 younger half brothers, both of whom are hipster dickheads … Continue reading

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A very stressful day

I got back from Peterborough just before midnight last night, after being out all day.  It was a stressful ordeal and it’s going to take me a few days to mentally recover from it,  While I did manage to get … Continue reading

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Another awful exchange of words over email with my mother ends in tears

I can’t sleep, having been awake for the last 3 hours.  My mum emailed me earlier to ask me what it was that I wanted to talk about on Monday, as if she didn’t know, having clearly not listened to … Continue reading

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