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I wish I’d never come back to the United Kingdom (this is not my home anymore)

I truly fucked up when I returned to the United Kingdom last November. It was probably the second biggest mistake of my life, the first being dragging S (my ex-wife) into my hell and wasting 9 years of her life.  … Continue reading

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Nowhere to call ‘home’

I wish I could go back to either the version of the United Kingdom I left in 2004 or the version of the United States I lived in from 2004 to 2013, when I was still married. to my soulmate. … Continue reading

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Back in Rochester (June 28, 2018)

As of now, I’m back in Rochester and currently staying in a pretty nice hotel by the river for the night to have a much needed break from people and from uncomfortable beds.  It was a bit pricey, but worth … Continue reading

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Edinburgh and thoughts of de-transition

I arrived in Edinburgh safely yesterday, although I experienced a lot of anxiety.  From what I’ve seen so far, it’s a very beautiful city, but it’s also very crowded and bustling, which caught me completely off guard as soon as … Continue reading

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When home isn’t home anymore (the curse of the long-term expat)

Since fucking up and missing my flight and my chance to go back to the UK, I’ve been reflecting on where “home” is exactly and have come to the conclusion that I simply don’t have anywhere that I can call … Continue reading

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Missed my flight, not going home (trip ruined)

I got all the way to the where the departure gates were and I was ridiculously early.  But my anxiety got the better of me.  I made the mistake of having a glass of wine, then I suffered some sort … Continue reading

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Things just got even more complicated

Electrolysis was painful again today, although only towards the end of the 2 hour session and my face still feels like it’s been stung by a thousand miniature bees.  The bus ride to and from there was stressful as always, … Continue reading

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