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The queen of bullshitting got herself discharged

I’m back in Grantham-by-the-Sea (South Shields) after successfully discharging myself from the psychiatric ward in Edinburgh, where I’d been sectioned after a botched suicide attempt.  I’m not good at many things, but I am good at bullshitting, even when it … Continue reading

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Awful, just awful

I have to get out of here.  My belongings are in South Shields and I’ve only got the clothes I’m wearing.  In a week, I have to be out of the Airbnb there.  The worst part of it all is … Continue reading

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Brex-shitty day

Today has been very upsetting and I finally snapped at my mother for talking about my 2 younger half brothers. I didn’t sleep well last night and woke up from an intense nightmare around 2 am and I didn’t even … Continue reading

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Worrying over nothing (I hope)

I called the doctor’s surgery and my prescription (including my estrogen) is ready to pick up, so I can breathe a huge sigh of relief for now.  I have an appointment with my new GP on Monday, so I hope … Continue reading

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Severe anticipatory dread regarding my HRT being at risk

It’s still another day before I find out whether or not my GP has decided to stop prescribing me hormones, based on the letter I received from the Gender Identity Clinic a few days ago.  When I spoke to the … Continue reading

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This is worrying the shit out of me (HRT, transition)

I wasn’t going to mention this until after I’ve spoken to my GP, but this issue is worrying the shit out of me and keeping me awake.   On Monday, my mum gave me a letter sent to me from the … Continue reading

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Stomach churning anxiety…

I barely slept again last night, partly because I was woken up by K (the extroverted roommate) and her boyfriend baking at 1:30am in the kitchen.  My mind kept racing as I stared at the ceiling and the walls for … Continue reading

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