Tag Archives: HRT

Just waiting to die (borrowed time)

TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide, suicidal ideation My existence has descended into little more than a lonely, binge drinking haze.  The bottle is now the only ‘friend’ I have left and the only thing I can trust in this world.  It doesn’t … Continue reading

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Awful fucking day (Brexit HRT prescription problems,bike accident)

TRIGGER WARNING: Suicidal ideation Today has been so awful that it could prove to be the day that served as the catalyst for me to finally act on the suicidal thoughts that plague me everyday. I’m too upset and too … Continue reading

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Brex-shitty day

Today has been very upsetting and I finally snapped at my mother for talking about my 2 younger half brothers. I didn’t sleep well last night and woke up from an intense nightmare around 2 am and I didn’t even … Continue reading

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Worrying over nothing (I hope)

I called the doctor’s surgery and my prescription (including my estrogen) is ready to pick up, so I can breathe a huge sigh of relief for now.  I have an appointment with my new GP on Monday, so I hope … Continue reading

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Severe anticipatory dread regarding my HRT being at risk

It’s still another day before I find out whether or not my GP has decided to stop prescribing me hormones, based on the letter I received from the Gender Identity Clinic a few days ago.  When I spoke to the … Continue reading

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This is worrying the shit out of me (HRT, transition)

I wasn’t going to mention this until after I’ve spoken to my GP, but this issue is worrying the shit out of me and keeping me awake.   On Monday, my mum gave me a letter sent to me from the … Continue reading

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No, I really don’t want to have sex with you….

I give up on dating… While I crave the love of a romantic partner and even want to feel wanted, I don’t want to have sex with anyone, ever.  I’m not asexual though and I do experience mild sexual attraction.  … Continue reading

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