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The internet used to be a place of solace, where I could find like-minded people

The internet used to be a place of solace for me, where I could find like-minded people.  I’m going back quite a long time though, to the early 2000’s, when LiveJournal and MySpace were a thing, before the advent of … Continue reading

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Nosedive (Black Mirror episode)

No, I’m not referring to my life over the past 5 years, but an episode from series 3 of Black Mirror that I watched yesterday on Netflix.  I’ve really gotten into Black Mirror, even though some of the episodes are … Continue reading

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Ugly and lonely in Perth, Glasgow and Stirling

I wasn’t planning on returning to this blog for a while.  I’m tired of bearing my soul on here, as I feel like no one is listening and even if they are, it’s unlikely that they understand (or care to … Continue reading

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I’m so drained from doing so little and I believe that chronic loneliness and isolation are largely responsible

I know I’m screaming into the depths of space here.  The internet has become another lonely place for me, despite once being a place of solace where I could find real connections with people.  I’m now in a situation again … Continue reading

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Annoying, repetitive and invisible (this is me screaming into the void)

Sometimes I wonder if I should cut down on the amount of garbage I write here or even just stop completely for a while and just keep a private diary.  Whenever I write, I feel like I’m yelling into the … Continue reading

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I feel far more comfortable among EU migrants than locals here

I broke another smartphone again, thanks to my dyspraxia.  ‘I’d only had it for 6 months, but it was already covered in cracks from where I’d dropped it previously.  I dropped it again the other day when I was cycling … Continue reading

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Is there anybody actually out there?

Weekends are the worst and this weekend if no exception, especially as I have (for now) forced myself to stop drinking.  The loneliness is fucking unbearable, at a time when I really really need someone to talk to, even if … Continue reading

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