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If I thought that de-transitioning would allow me to fit in and be normal, I would

I’ve had a bit too much to drink and this blog is a place of honesty, so I would just like to say that if I thought that de-transitioning would allow me to fit in and be normal, I would … Continue reading

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The transgender trigger / curse

I’ve not really felt any better since my meltdown on Friday, although I’ve not had any more alcohol since then, but I’ve smoked quite a few joints.  Fortunately, K has been away and isn’t back until tomorrow, so I’ve had … Continue reading

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Walking alone (and feeling ugly) in the city where “you’ll never walk alone”

As I mentioned in my last blog entry, I went into Liverpool city centre on Friday afternoon on the train, taking my bike with me.  I’d been to Liverpool a few times before when K was living in the city … Continue reading

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I had another meltdown yesterday

I had another meltdown yesterday, after the pressure became too much for me to take and I was upset that K’s son had taken my bike, even though I’d mistakenly agreed to it (I suffer from delayed reaction thinking and … Continue reading

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Let’s talk about sex (as in my difficulties with it)

While I crave a good relationship, one of the biggest problems for me with being with anyone is the whole ‘sex’ thing.  I’m not a prude at all, but I’ve always had issues with sex, or rather making love.  Along … Continue reading

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The truths that I’ve been forced to live by

THE TRUTHS THAT I’VE BEEN FORCED TO LIVE BY: Looks are not only important, but extremely important in today’s image obsessed, superficial society. Money can buy happiness, especially if it involves paying for cosmetic surgery or being able to afford … Continue reading

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My many (justifiable) reasons for wanting to die

TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide, alcoholism People don’t seem to understand that I genuinely do want to die.  There are multiple reasons for this and some of those reasons would be enough on their own to justify suicide.  In case you don’t … Continue reading

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