Tag Archives: LGBTQ

Awful, just awful

I have to get out of here.  My belongings are in South Shields and I’ve only got the clothes I’m wearing.  In a week, I have to be out of the Airbnb there.  The worst part of it all is … Continue reading

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Another highly triggering encounter with my mother (family of origin)

TRIGGER WARNING: Self harm I had a truly awful day yesterday (Tuesday), which culminated in another major fight with my mother.  Once again, she managed to upset me when I went over to her house around lunchtime.  I only went … Continue reading

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My mother is trying to keep me here (help?)

I met my mother yesterday, although she ended up coming to my flat, as I was too scared to go out due to it being a bank holiday Monday (lots of kids and families and even the Lithuanian cafe across … Continue reading

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“People don’t like that sort of thing in Grantham” (anything non-heteronormtive / cisnormative)

I made the mistake of going out earlier because the weather was nice and I didn’t want to be cooped up in my flat until Monday.  I mixed some vodka and diet coke into a Lucozade bottle and rode one … Continue reading

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Brex-shit

Aside from my own issues with my body, loneliness, severe anxiety and gender dysphoria, Brexit (Britain leaving the European Union at the end of March) has become another reason why I simply want to be gone from this world. With … Continue reading

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“Trans and proud”? No fucking way

TRIGGER WARNING (internalized transphobia) Before you read any further and judge me for having an unpopular opinion, I have a lot of issues with internalized transphobia and I’ve had many bad experiences with transgender women in the past. The subject … Continue reading

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End of an era

Today the American era of my existence on this world finally comes to an end. This is my last day in Rochester and my last day in the United States. After this, I have vowed to never return, not even … Continue reading

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