Tag Archives: Lily

Reflecting on the last 2 days with K (my ex-girlfriend)

I got back to Grantham this morning after spending 2 nights with K.  Miraculously, my fish survived the journey to their new home and despite how anxious I was driving from here to Runcorn and back, I returned the rental … Continue reading

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I wasn’t prepared for any of this (living alone in a small English town, the past, fear of children and teenagers)

My mum and I are talking again, although nothing has been resolved and never will be.  She seems to have accepted that I’m leaving Grantham and our conversations have returned to the safety of talking about the cats.  I have … Continue reading

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I REALLY need to leave this place for good

I went to Nottingham yesterday on the train and took Persephone (my purple bike that I bought back from New York with me).  I took the train from Grantham as far as Radcliffe, then cycled the rest of the way.  … Continue reading

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Is there anybody actually out there?

Weekends are the worst and this weekend if no exception, especially as I have (for now) forced myself to stop drinking.  The loneliness is fucking unbearable, at a time when I really really need someone to talk to, even if … Continue reading

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Back in hiding

I spent 3 days at my mum’s, taking care of Lily and Madge. I decided to leave a bit early, because I’m sure my mum and her husband wouldn’t have wanted to run into my ugly face after driving for … Continue reading

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A very wet Friday evening

I got absolutely drenched while riding my bike back from my mum’s last night.  Not only was it pissing down with rain, but my bike has no mudguards, so I got all the spray from the many puddles on the … Continue reading

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24 hours with Lily & Madge in pictures

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