Tag Archives: Liverpool

I don’t want to be here

TRIGGER WARNING: suicide I’m not looking for attention or pity and I’m especially not looking for unsolicited advice from random people trying to convince me to keep on going.  I’ve done a lot of reflecting and I cannot come up … Continue reading

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Reflecting on the last 2 days with K (my ex-girlfriend)

I got back to Grantham this morning after spending 2 nights with K.  Miraculously, my fish survived the journey to their new home and despite how anxious I was driving from here to Runcorn and back, I returned the rental … Continue reading

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Five days with my ex-girlfriend ended in dysphoria and disaster

I just got back to Grantham after spending 5 days with K, my ex-girlfriend in Runcorn.   As I predicted before I left when I had my doubts about going at all, it all ended very badly.  Once again, yours truly … Continue reading

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I’m sorry, but I cannot be friends with my exes…..

I’m back at my mum’s in Grantham now after what was a very positive experience at an Airbnb home in Newark-on-Trent.  The room I had was extremely comfortable and the host was really nice and welcoming, without being overly talkative … Continue reading

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Back from a weird 24 hours in Liverpool

What was meant to be me going to Runcorn (Cheshire) to stay with K (one of my ex-girlfriends) turned into a drunken night of clubs and bars in Liverpool and staying at a cheap hotel in the city centre.  I … Continue reading

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I’m going to be broke and destitute by February at this rate….

Everything is seemingly falling apart at the moment and I don’t even know where to begin, because I’ve been caught off guard by someone I consider my best friend and the depth of my mental illness continues to surprise me … Continue reading

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