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Walking alone (and feeling ugly) in the city where “you’ll never walk alone”

As I mentioned in my last blog entry, I went into Liverpool city centre on Friday afternoon on the train, taking my bike with me.  I’d been to Liverpool a few times before when K was living in the city … Continue reading

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Depressed as fuck

I’m not good with words, especially when I’m at a particularly low point, i.e. the present.  So to say that I’m “depressed as fuck” is about as eloquent as I can be right now, as it’s the truth. I’ve been … Continue reading

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The end of the school summer holidays and a glimmer of hope on the Brexit front

The school summer holidays are officially over as of today (Wednesday), which means that I’m free to go out during the day without the risk of encountering kids, teenagers and families out together.  It’s a big deal, because I’ve spent … Continue reading

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I hate England and I don’t belong here, or in the ‘Remain’ movement

I feel very low today.  Obviously, I didn’t go to that protest in Liverpool, as I’m here screaming into the depths of cyberspace again.  It’s not ab actual ‘march’ type protest anyway, but an anti-austerity rally that is more about … Continue reading

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Apathy in the UK

I absolutely have to go on that march in Liverpool on Monday.  There’s one today, but today is a fucking Saturday and dealing with both the anxiety of going out anywhere on a Saturday and the anxiety of going to … Continue reading

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A very uncertain future (just 2 more days in Scotland)

I’m not drinking again for a while.  The only reason I drank earlier was because I had to take my clothes to the launderette and as a dyspraxic weirdo with severe anxiety, launderettes are extremely stressful places for me.  The … Continue reading

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I don’t want to be here

TRIGGER WARNING: suicide I’m not looking for attention or pity and I’m especially not looking for unsolicited advice from random people trying to convince me to keep on going.  I’ve done a lot of reflecting and I cannot come up … Continue reading

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