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If I thought that de-transitioning would allow me to fit in and be normal, I would

I’ve had a bit too much to drink and this blog is a place of honesty, so I would just like to say that if I thought that de-transitioning would allow me to fit in and be normal, I would … Continue reading

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Ghosted again

I’ve been ghosted so many times by people that I’m surprised I haven’t had paranormal investigators knocking at my door yet.  Both A and B have essentially ghosted me. I was supposed to meet A today for coffee, but she … Continue reading

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Shiturday

TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide I don’t have to explain why I hate weekends, particularly Saturdays.  I did manage to go out to Asda first thing this morning to buy groceries, as there was a gap between the rain showers that have … Continue reading

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A very uncertain future (just 2 more days in Scotland)

I’m not drinking again for a while.  The only reason I drank earlier was because I had to take my clothes to the launderette and as a dyspraxic weirdo with severe anxiety, launderettes are extremely stressful places for me.  The … Continue reading

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My bike trip to Dunkeld and Pitlochry turned into a nightmare (I totally fucking lost it)

My trip to Dunkeld and Pitlochry yesterday by train and bike ended terribly and it serves as concrete proof as to why I should not go out at weekends at all, or to anywhere where there are likely to be … Continue reading

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I will never call a crisis helpline (so please stop suggesting it)

I’ve never called a crisis helpline such as The Samaritans here in the UK and I never will.  I’m actually sick and tired of random people on the internet suggesting it.   It’s as if they’re treating me like an idiot … Continue reading

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The truths that I’ve been forced to live by

THE TRUTHS THAT I’VE BEEN FORCED TO LIVE BY: Looks are not only important, but extremely important in today’s image obsessed, superficial society. Money can buy happiness, especially if it involves paying for cosmetic surgery or being able to afford … Continue reading

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