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Love and support are essential for recovery from mental illness, trauma and addiction

TRIGGER WARNING: suicide I hope this doesn’t come across as too ‘rant-y’ but it’s an issue I feel strongly about, based on my own experiences and from the experiences of others in similar situations, i.e. alone with a lack or … Continue reading

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The toxicity of my envy (and dysphoria too)

TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide, self-harm I have a huge problem with envy of others and I can’t control it. If it’s bad, it causes me to spiral into a depressive, self-destructive episode that can last for days. I have so many … Continue reading

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A surprise email from S

I never expected to hear from S (my ex-wife) again, but she rep;lied to an email I sent her the same day, where I told her I missed her. I thought she would’ve been upset by it as she always … Continue reading

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Tomorrow is going to be a very difficult day for me (December 13th)

I’m going to write about this now, because tomorrow I plan to get very drunk. Tomorrow is December 13th, which is exactly 15 years since I first met S, my ex-wife, best friend, my only true love and my soulmate … Continue reading

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Fake

The people who passed themselves off as ‘friends’ that I’ve met over the past few years and are no longer in my life have done far more damage than ‘haters’ such as the white van man yesterday.  At least haters … Continue reading

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No, I really don’t want to have sex with you….

I give up on dating… While I crave the love of a romantic partner and even want to feel wanted, I don’t want to have sex with anyone, ever.  I’m not asexual though and I do experience mild sexual attraction.  … Continue reading

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September 27th

September 27th was yesterday.  That day is one I’ll always remember….it’s S’s birthday.  I sent her an email to wish her a happy birthday and told her that I wished that we could talk again, but it’s unlikely I’ll get … Continue reading

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