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The truths that I’ve been forced to live by

THE TRUTHS THAT I’VE BEEN FORCED TO LIVE BY: Looks are not only important, but extremely important in today’s image obsessed, superficial society. Money can buy happiness, especially if it involves paying for cosmetic surgery or being able to afford … Continue reading

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“Everyone has problems” = shitty, unsolicited advice

A friend of mine in the US shared the meme above on her Facebook feed and it truly resonated with me.  Like me, she is alone and completely marginalised.  She lives with her parents and is terrified of what will … Continue reading

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Fake friends, fake people and saviors and why I’m tired of being conned by them

Fake friends are worse than enemies, because at least you can count on your enemies to hate you and they never tried to earn, the n betray your trust. I’m very angry right now, mostly angry at myself for allowing … Continue reading

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Love and support are essential for recovery from mental illness, trauma and addiction

TRIGGER WARNING: suicide I hope this doesn’t come across as too ‘rant-y’ but it’s an issue I feel strongly about, based on my own experiences and from the experiences of others in similar situations, i.e. alone with a lack or … Continue reading

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The toxicity of my envy (and dysphoria too)

TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide, self-harm I have a huge problem with envy of others and I can’t control it. If it’s bad, it causes me to spiral into a depressive, self-destructive episode that can last for days. I have so many … Continue reading

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A surprise email from S

I never expected to hear from S (my ex-wife) again, but she rep;lied to an email I sent her the same day, where I told her I missed her. I thought she would’ve been upset by it as she always … Continue reading

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Tomorrow is going to be a very difficult day for me (December 13th)

I’m going to write about this now, because tomorrow I plan to get very drunk. Tomorrow is December 13th, which is exactly 15 years since I first met S, my ex-wife, best friend, my only true love and my soulmate … Continue reading

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