Tag Archives: mental illness

A colossal waste of time (asking for help on the NHS)

Here lies one of the main reasons why I get tired of people telling me to “seek help”. If you’re one of those people (whether you mean well or not), I suggest you read this, because this is reality for … Continue reading

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Hurting (dysphoria, depression, spinal stenosis)

I hate the fact that I can’t be completely honest about why I’m feeling so fucking low at the moment, nor can I say where I’m currently staying. Most of my pain is dysphoria related and I can’t bring myself … Continue reading

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K is history (with any luck)

Even though I’ve had to temporarily set this blog to ‘private’ after figuring out that K had been spying on it, I’m still extremely paranoid about what I share here.. I can’t say where I am (yet), but I escaped … Continue reading

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Thoughts of suicide as this terrible decade comes to an end….

TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide (obviously)  My mum and her husband will be back from their mini-vacation in Norfolk in a couple of hours, so I thought I’d try to express my thoughts before they arrive.  I have to return to Runcorn … Continue reading

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Loneliness at Christmas (please reach out)

When you see that someone is struggling with loneliness and / or mental illness, why not invite them into your home over Christmas, even if it isn’t on Christmas Day itself?  People in my situation want to feel included, rather … Continue reading

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I’m going back to Scotland

I’ve been trying to refrain from blogging at weekends, as weekends are almost always difficult for me. Last weekend was certainly no exception, but the election results on Friday 13th last week definitely made it worse. I hit the bottle … Continue reading

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I have too many triggers

I had a call from the local mental health team yesterday.  The police had contacted them to explain that I was walking on the train tracks, so they’ve pushed me to the top of the list to be seen.  The … Continue reading

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