Tag Archives: New York

I’m seriously considering going back to Rochester (New York)

If you’ve been following this blog since before I returned to the UK in November last year, you’ll know that I wanted nothing more than to leave Rochester and come ‘home’.  That’s why you’d be forgiven for thinking that I’m … Continue reading

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On leaving Rochester and the United States for good….

I leave both Rochester and the United States for good one week from today. I can’t say that I’ll miss Rochester and I should never have ended up here in the first place, never mind returned for a second attempt … Continue reading

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28 Days Later

I have 28 days left here before I leave for England, which is exactly 4 weeks if you care to do the math.  I have a lot of shit to sort out and a few decisions to make regarding my … Continue reading

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I don’t belong here (the green eyed monster strikes again)

One of the reasons I try to avoid going out at weekends is because it’s harder to avoid people, especially the types of people who are likely to either make me anxious or cause me to feel envy towards them.  … Continue reading

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On the wrong track (figuratively and literally)

The weather has finally cooled off (somewhat), so I went out on my bike yesterday and cycled 23 miles.  I had planned to cycle all the way to Scottsville, but I didn’t feel comfortable, so I turned around just 6 … Continue reading

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Friday’s (rather pointless) bike trip, losing hope over the UK

Just as is the norm these days, I barely slept last night despite taking 2 Lorazepam, so here I am, awake at 3 am tormented by my mind and by the nightmares I had during the brief periods when I … Continue reading

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Photography and bike riding (distractions)

Rather than go on about my pathetic existence, I’m going to share my recent photography / bike trips instead.  I honestly don’t know what I’d have done if I hadn’t rediscovered cycling and in many ways, it’s like I’ve revered … Continue reading

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