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I can write, but I struggle to read (one reason why I don’t want internet friends)

One of the reasons why I have no interest in internet-only friendships is that I don’t like texting, emailing or messaging.  Not only am I susceptible to seriously misinterpreting written words, but I can’t sit there and read any more … Continue reading

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Continually fooled by people and their hidden agendas

It’s just past midnight and I can’t (and won’t) sleep, after waking up from an intense nightmare.  My lower back is in agony, with the pain radiating all the way down my right leg.  I’m extremely anxious because I have … Continue reading

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Social pariah

It’s 2 am and I can’t go back to sleep. I’m tired, but my mind won’t switch off and even if I did manage to fall asleep for another hour or so, I’d only have another nightmare, so it isn’t … Continue reading

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I’m now officially ‘living alone’

I spent my first night here in my new flat last night, on a deflated air mattress (it had a puncture) so I effectively slept on the floor. I’ve been extremely busy over the last 2 days, not only with … Continue reading

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Social Leper

This isn’t getting any easier and I’m just wasting what little energy I have left by trying.  I still feel as alone as I did in Rochester, but the difference is that I no longer have my therapist to pour … Continue reading

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Getting shit done on a Saturday, before the ‘weekend people’ wake up

I cycled into Newark this morning.  It’s roughly 7 1/2 miles from here, so 15 miles there and back.  Most of the journey is relatively flat, although there are some scary roads to contend with due to cars driving at … Continue reading

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Worrying over nothing (I hope)

I called the doctor’s surgery and my prescription (including my estrogen) is ready to pick up, so I can breathe a huge sigh of relief for now.  I have an appointment with my new GP on Monday, so I hope … Continue reading

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