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Doing so little is draining me so much

I can’t sleep.  I was woken up earlier by people shouting, laughing and screaming in the street outside.  They’re making me anxious, actually.  It’s almost 3 am – I hate people.  I had a dream that I was back in the … Continue reading

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Today was okay, but I’m dreading tomorrow (Saturday)

I cycled just over 30 miles this morning, from Grantham to Nottingham along the Grantham Canal and through the villages of Bottesford,  Aslockton and Bingham (the same route as last time).  It took me just over 3 hours, but I … Continue reading

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The last pictures I’ll ever take of Grantham

I’m leaving in 8 days and those 8 days cannot pass quickly enough, although I’m also nervous about it as I’ll be venturing into the unknown.  I’m at my wit’s end with living in Grantham and I will never return … Continue reading

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Something to look forward to

I’m doing my best to try to repair the damage I did when I pushed my best friend away a few months ago, but thankfully we are on good terms again and she is back in my life.  I deeply … Continue reading

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Perhaps I’m just STUPID

There are times when I wonder if I’m just plain stupid, rather than having one or more developmental disorders. I’ve been having trouble coping with simple tasks and figuring things out by myself, so I’ve had to resort to asking … Continue reading

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Please let this shared / temporary accommodation nightmare be over soon. (I can’t live with strangers)

I’m not back at the Airbnb after spending 3 nights at my mum’s, while her and her husband went to stay with a friend of theirs.  I got to spend time with the cats and had a brief break from … Continue reading

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Too much chaos

I don’t know where to begin, but I’m reluctant to write anything too long as no one reads this crap anyway and I feel like all I’m doing is repeating myself and making myself look like even more of a … Continue reading

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