Tag Archives: PTSD nightmares

A more difficult than usual weekend

I wasn’t going to update this thing again for a while because all I’m doing is talking to myself out loud and gone are the days when the internet was a place of solace and a place where I felt … Continue reading

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The weird, ugly girl with three bikes and no friends

Despite being out on my bike(s) for much of the day yesterday, I didn’t tire myself out sufficiently to be able to sleep for more than the ‘standard’ 3-4 hours or so. I’ve been awake for the past half an … Continue reading

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Fading candle

Even if I coild go back to sleep, I am too scared of having another nightmare. I don’t even want to write about the one I abruptly woke from 30 minutes or so ago, but it was a flashback from … Continue reading

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PTSD nightmare hell

Sleep is a respite for most people, but for me the suffering doesn’t stop when I close my eyes.  Sometimes I feel that whatever or whoever is tormenting me is somehow enjoying this.  I can’t even temporarily escape hell without … Continue reading

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