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The friends I’ve lost because of my mental illness

I came across this article on The Mighty earlier and it really resonated with me: Letter To the Friends I’ve Lost Because of my Depression – The Mighty Many of us have lost friends because of our depression / mental … Continue reading

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Lost my best friend for good

I wish I could get my best friend back, but I fucked up again because I didn’t understand what she meant by the things she said, so I reacted badly and pushed her away. She was part of the reason … Continue reading

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I don’t belong here, there or anywhere

I’ve been in a dark and lonely place for the last few days, even prior to seeing that headline about how the Trump Administration plan to erase transgender people’s identities (I wish someone would just ‘erase’ me from existence and … Continue reading

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No more burning bridges or pushing good people away….

I know why I push people away. In fact, I came up with a list of reasons why I push people away a few months ago and little has changed since, except that I pushed away my best friend and … Continue reading

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Why I push people away

Pushing people away is a trait of mine that I am not proud of, but I have never succeeded in overcoming it, as it is deep rooted in my insecurities and self-hatred. There are several reasons why I push people … Continue reading

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