Tag Archives: Runcorn

I can’t live alone, but I can’t live with anyone either (apparently)

My existence has turned even more nightmarish since I returned to England at the end of last month.  Yesterday was probably the worst day I’ve had in a very long time.  To cap it all off, a ‘suicide note’ that … Continue reading

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Doing so little is draining me so much

I can’t sleep.  I was woken up earlier by people shouting, laughing and screaming in the street outside.  They’re making me anxious, actually.  It’s almost 3 am – I hate people.  I had a dream that I was back in the … Continue reading

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I hate England and I don’t belong here, or in the ‘Remain’ movement

I feel very low today.  Obviously, I didn’t go to that protest in Liverpool, as I’m here screaming into the depths of cyberspace again.  It’s not ab actual ‘march’ type protest anyway, but an anti-austerity rally that is more about … Continue reading

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A bridge over troubled water

I don’t like weekends, especially Saturdays because they’re too people-y.  I had to go out though to walk my friend’s dog, Ivy.  I also attempted to ind the local Asda supermarket, but failed miserably because even with GPS on my … Continue reading

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Back in England (not exactly thrilled about it, but back among cats)

I miss Scotland already… I arrived in Runcorn last night, just after 10 pm.  My phone died, so I got a bit lost in the town trying to find K’s house.  The journey from Perth to here went relatively smoothly,, … Continue reading

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A very uncertain future (just 2 more days in Scotland)

I’m not drinking again for a while.  The only reason I drank earlier was because I had to take my clothes to the launderette and as a dyspraxic weirdo with severe anxiety, launderettes are extremely stressful places for me.  The … Continue reading

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One more week in Scotland & 48 hours of sobriety

Despite my intrusive thoughts and restlessness, I’ve been resisting the urge to drink since Tuesday, so it’s been 48 hours.  Since the school holidays have ended, and the weather looks good tomorrow, I’m going on a long bike ride.  I’m … Continue reading

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