Tag Archives: Scotland

Dire news on the Brexit front (‘no deal’ is now more likely than ever)

I really *should* stop looking at the news, but doing so is impossible in the age of information that we live in.  When it comes to Brexit, it affects me too much to just choose to ignore it.  The latest … Continue reading

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Drinking, cycling and overthinking (and an ex is an ex for a reason)

I’m trying really hard to cut down on alcohol, but I keep failing because ‘life’ keeps happening.  Up until yesterday, I’d gone 48 hours without drinking, but after an email argument with my mum, I hit the vodka again and … Continue reading

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Five days with my ex-girlfriend ended in dysphoria and disaster

I just got back to Grantham after spending 5 days with K, my ex-girlfriend in Runcorn.   As I predicted before I left when I had my doubts about going at all, it all ended very badly.  Once again, yours truly … Continue reading

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Just waiting to die (borrowed time)

TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide, suicidal ideation My existence has descended into little more than a lonely, binge drinking haze.  The bottle is now the only ‘friend’ I have left and the only thing I can trust in this world.  It doesn’t … Continue reading

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My time in Glasgow & Scotland in general

I didn’t do much while I was in Scotland, but I did go into Glasgow twice and spent several hours there just walking around, taking photographs and riding on trains and the subway. I didn’t talk to anyone except for … Continue reading

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What a waste (back from Scotland)

I got back late yesterday evening from Edinburgh, which is where I was staying since Tuesday. The whole thing was a complete waste of time and money, as I didn’t have the guts to do what I wanted to do. … Continue reading

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Final update before returning to Rochester (scared, sad, worried and unable to sleep)

Unless something drastic happens today that I feel the urge to write about, this will be my final update before I leave Grantham for London Gatwick Airport late this evening, in order to catch my early flight to New York … Continue reading

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