Tag Archives: sensory overload

This is all too much, too soon

K is back, but things haven’t really improved as far as my mental health problems go.  She’s going away again for a night tomorrow an trusting me to be here for her son.  I think he’s a good kid,, but … Continue reading

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Doing so little is draining me so much

I can’t sleep.  I was woken up earlier by people shouting, laughing and screaming in the street outside.  They’re making me anxious, actually.  It’s almost 3 am – I hate people.  I had a dream that I was back in the … Continue reading

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I hate England and I don’t belong here, or in the ‘Remain’ movement

I feel very low today.  Obviously, I didn’t go to that protest in Liverpool, as I’m here screaming into the depths of cyberspace again.  It’s not ab actual ‘march’ type protest anyway, but an anti-austerity rally that is more about … Continue reading

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My bike trip to Dunkeld and Pitlochry turned into a nightmare (I totally fucking lost it)

My trip to Dunkeld and Pitlochry yesterday by train and bike ended terribly and it serves as concrete proof as to why I should not go out at weekends at all, or to anywhere where there are likely to be … Continue reading

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I wish there were childfree communities

You’ve probably guessed by now from many of my blog entries that I don’t like children;  in fact, I hate them.  Before you jump down my throat for it, it’s not the kind of hate that would ever lead me … Continue reading

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The end of an awful two weeks

I leave South Shields tomorrow, thank fuck.  I’m going back to Scotland, where I have an Airbnb flat booked for almost an entire month.  This has been an awful two week period in which I’ve descended into alcoholism again, as … Continue reading

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The queen of bullshitting got herself discharged

I’m back in Grantham-by-the-Sea (South Shields) after successfully discharging myself from the psychiatric ward in Edinburgh, where I’d been sectioned after a botched suicide attempt.  I’m not good at many things, but I am good at bullshitting, even when it … Continue reading

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