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My cat Cleo passed away on Monday

The bad news I received from S (my ex-wife) on Monday evening was her letting me know that our cat Cleo passed away due to liver failure.  She was 14 years old and we got her back in 2005, right … Continue reading

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Nowhere to call ‘home’

I wish I could go back to either the version of the United Kingdom I left in 2004 or the version of the United States I lived in from 2004 to 2013, when I was still married. to my soulmate. … Continue reading

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A surprise email from S

I never expected to hear from S (my ex-wife) again, but she rep;lied to an email I sent her the same day, where I told her I missed her. I thought she would’ve been upset by it as she always … Continue reading

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Tomorrow is going to be a very difficult day for me (December 13th)

I’m going to write about this now, because tomorrow I plan to get very drunk. Tomorrow is December 13th, which is exactly 15 years since I first met S, my ex-wife, best friend, my only true love and my soulmate … Continue reading

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An update (housing, mental health)

I’ve been back and forth between here and my mum’s over the past few days.  I found a flat and I’ve put in the application and paid the application fee.  They said it would take 1-2 weeks before I hear … Continue reading

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September 27th

September 27th was yesterday.  That day is one I’ll always remember….it’s S’s birthday.  I sent her an email to wish her a happy birthday and told her that I wished that we could talk again, but it’s unlikely I’ll get … Continue reading

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The dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had

I had a very vivid dream last night in which I’d died in a car crash in Canada.  Between death and leaving this wretched body,  S (my ex-wife and soulmate) was there to see me off and to make sure … Continue reading

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