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Day one in Edinburgh (and I hate being me)

I wrote a long post about how my mother had upset me yesterday with her cynicism, but I ended up deleting it because I feel like I came across as whiny.  It’s difficult to explain the complexity of my relationship … Continue reading

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More comfortable around the dead than the living….

Going out has been more difficult as of late because of the heatwave that refuses to budge and I don’t tolerate extreme heat well at all.  So with that in mind and the fact that every asshole will be off … Continue reading

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What can I possibly do with my life?

It’s been ridiculously hot here in Western New York since Friday, but yesterday (Sunday) was by far the worst (hottest) day of all, as it hit almost 100.  I have been really struggling with the heat, unable to use the … Continue reading

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Day trip to Niagara Falls

As planned, I took the bus to Burlington GO and rented a Zipcar and drove it from Burlington to Niagara Falls to see the waterfalls that everyone who comes to this region has on their ‘must see’ list. To be … Continue reading

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Long-term Airbnb’ing is not for me

I’ve had mixed experiences using Airbnb over the past few months. I’ve had no issues staying in Airbnb homes when the host has been very ‘hands off’, especially on short-term stays. I’ve found long-terms stays to be extremely difficult though, … Continue reading

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Forcing my(ugly) self out

I forced myself out earlier today, although it took a lot out of me (mentally rather than physically). I walked almost 6 miles in total and managed to get a better ‘feel” of Saint Catharines, having walked downtown and back. … Continue reading

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Dysphoria is ripping me apart….

It’s been a couple of days since I last updated this meaningless blog. I don’t think anyone read this anyway. I’m almost as ignored online as I am in the outside world (at least that’s how it feels). People get … Continue reading

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