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Five days with my ex-girlfriend ended in dysphoria and disaster

I just got back to Grantham after spending 5 days with K, my ex-girlfriend in Runcorn.   As I predicted before I left when I had my doubts about going at all, it all ended very badly.  Once again, yours truly … Continue reading

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I’m seriously considering going back to Rochester (New York)

If you’ve been following this blog since before I returned to the UK in November last year, you’ll know that I wanted nothing more than to leave Rochester and come ‘home’.  That’s why you’d be forgiven for thinking that I’m … Continue reading

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Referred to the wrong place (yet again)

I received a letter today from the NHS operated mental health organization that I’d been told to ‘self refer’ to by my GP telling me that they are unable to help me, as they are only commissioned to treat ‘low … Continue reading

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Social Leper

This isn’t getting any easier and I’m just wasting what little energy I have left by trying.  I still feel as alone as I did in Rochester, but the difference is that I no longer have my therapist to pour … Continue reading

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A more difficult than usual weekend

I wasn’t going to update this thing again for a while because all I’m doing is talking to myself out loud and gone are the days when the internet was a place of solace and a place where I felt … Continue reading

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Worrying over nothing (I hope)

I called the doctor’s surgery and my prescription (including my estrogen) is ready to pick up, so I can breathe a huge sigh of relief for now.  I have an appointment with my new GP on Monday, so I hope … Continue reading

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Finding peace and solace among the dead (and the undead) at Mount Hope Cemetery

I know I said I wouldn’t take any more photos of Rochester, but I had to visit Mount Hope Cemetery one last time, as I wanted to see the fall colors and to spend some time among the dead.  It … Continue reading

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