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Trapped alone in a world that I fear and a body that I hate

I’m over the worst of the flu, but my mental health continues to slowly deteriorate. The clock is ticking away and failure is imminent. I am unable to face the world and I’m hopelessly out of my depth and completely … Continue reading

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Referred to the wrong place (yet again)

I received a letter today from the NHS operated mental health organization that I’d been told to ‘self refer’ to by my GP telling me that they are unable to help me, as they are only commissioned to treat ‘low … Continue reading

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Social Leper

This isn’t getting any easier and I’m just wasting what little energy I have left by trying.  I still feel as alone as I did in Rochester, but the difference is that I no longer have my therapist to pour … Continue reading

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A more difficult than usual weekend

I wasn’t going to update this thing again for a while because all I’m doing is talking to myself out loud and gone are the days when the internet was a place of solace and a place where I felt … Continue reading

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Worrying over nothing (I hope)

I called the doctor’s surgery and my prescription (including my estrogen) is ready to pick up, so I can breathe a huge sigh of relief for now.  I have an appointment with my new GP on Monday, so I hope … Continue reading

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Finding peace and solace among the dead (and the undead) at Mount Hope Cemetery

I know I said I wouldn’t take any more photos of Rochester, but I had to visit Mount Hope Cemetery one last time, as I wanted to see the fall colors and to spend some time among the dead.  It … Continue reading

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I need to continue to hide from the world

I had my last but one therapy session yesterday.  I told both my therapist and care manager that I’m moving back to the UK permanently and neither were surprised by the decision.  I talked to my therapist about my latest … Continue reading

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