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Finally back in England

I finally made it back to England after a difficult 2 12 weeks in Rochester and a lot of paranoia an anticipatory anxiety regarding CBP and airport security.  I arrived at Gatwick around 8 am and my luggage was as … Continue reading

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I can’t do this (envy, painful dreams, exhaustion and pretending)

I slept for a few hours, but I experienced an intensely painful dream involving my ex-wife, but waking up from the dream was even worse when I realized she wasn’t there.  The dream also managed to torment me with something … Continue reading

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17 hours at Gatwick Airport (South Terminal)

Since my flight was cancelled this morning, I’ve been waiting in the departure lounge of Gatwick Airport’s South Terminal for an announcement about a replacement flight. The latest is that the replacement flight to New York will depart at 9:30, … Continue reading

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Final day in the UK…

Even though my flight leaves early tomorrow morning, this (Sunday) is my final day in the UK.  I know I sound like a stuck record for repeating this over and over again, but I am dreading going back to Rochester.  Even … Continue reading

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