Tag Archives: Toronto

Finally back in England

I finally made it back to England after a difficult 2 12 weeks in Rochester and a lot of paranoia an anticipatory anxiety regarding CBP and airport security.  I arrived at Gatwick around 8 am and my luggage was as … Continue reading

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Made it to Toronto with no hiccups or scares along the way

It’s Sunday morning and I’m glad to say that I am safely in Toronto and free from Trump and the United States forever,  There is absolutely no going back this time; my mind was made up a long time ago.. … Continue reading

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Please stop suggesting that I should seek out the transgender and LGBT communities….

“Seeking help or solace in the LGBT community is similar to walking into a brick wall in a dead end street and repeatedly banging your head, in that I’ve never got anywhere and it fucking hurts.” – Me Since I … Continue reading

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Trump has no power here (safely arrived in Canada)

It’s 2 am and rather than attempt to go back to sleep, I might as well get up as it’s 7 am where I’m going (the UK) and my body clock is already adjusted to that timezone, thanks to weeks … Continue reading

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Final update from Rottenchester

Today is the day I leave, thank god.  I know I have to return here for a week or so at the end of October, but after that, I hope that will be the end of a very bad chapter … Continue reading

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Yesterday was a waste of time (and money)

First things first, C clearly wasn’t interested in me. He wasn’t at all rude or disrespectful, nor did he say anything triggering or ask any personal questions. But he did treat me the way that I feel guys in general … Continue reading

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More rejection and embarrassment coming my way….

I never learn, do I?  You/d have thought by now that I’d have finally accepted that I’m too ugly, unstable and that I have no redeeming qualities to offer anyone in terms of  a romantic relationship or even just a … Continue reading

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