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From one awful situation and into another (and repeat 1,547,563 times)

Just when I think things can’t possibly get any worse, they do.  I can’t elaborate too much, but K has got herself involved with a very bad person whose flat she was using to ‘work’ out of.  This person has … Continue reading

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If I thought that de-transitioning would allow me to fit in and be normal, I would

I’ve had a bit too much to drink and this blog is a place of honesty, so I would just like to say that if I thought that de-transitioning would allow me to fit in and be normal, I would … Continue reading

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The transgender trigger / curse

I’ve not really felt any better since my meltdown on Friday, although I’ve not had any more alcohol since then, but I’ve smoked quite a few joints.  Fortunately, K has been away and isn’t back until tomorrow, so I’ve had … Continue reading

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I’m being so blatantly taken advantage of

I had another very terrible day yesterday, which culminated in another meltdown and getting severely drunk.  I’ve not been able to be honest about what’s upsetting me here out of respect for K and her lifestyle choices, but I can … Continue reading

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I can’t live alone, but I can’t live with anyone either (apparently)

My existence has turned even more nightmarish since I returned to England at the end of last month.  Yesterday was probably the worst day I’ve had in a very long time.  To cap it all off, a ‘suicide note’ that … Continue reading

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Let’s talk about sex (as in my difficulties with it)

While I crave a good relationship, one of the biggest problems for me with being with anyone is the whole ‘sex’ thing.  I’m not a prude at all, but I’ve always had issues with sex, or rather making love.  Along … Continue reading

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I will never call a crisis helpline (so please stop suggesting it)

I’ve never called a crisis helpline such as The Samaritans here in the UK and I never will.  I’m actually sick and tired of random people on the internet suggesting it.   It’s as if they’re treating me like an idiot … Continue reading

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