Tag Archives: transition

The transgender trigger / curse

I’ve not really felt any better since my meltdown on Friday, although I’ve not had any more alcohol since then, but I’ve smoked quite a few joints.  Fortunately, K has been away and isn’t back until tomorrow, so I’ve had … Continue reading

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Let’s talk about sex (as in my difficulties with it)

While I crave a good relationship, one of the biggest problems for me with being with anyone is the whole ‘sex’ thing.  I’m not a prude at all, but I’ve always had issues with sex, or rather making love.  Along … Continue reading

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My many (justifiable) reasons for wanting to die

TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide, alcoholism People don’t seem to understand that I genuinely do want to die.  There are multiple reasons for this and some of those reasons would be enough on their own to justify suicide.  In case you don’t … Continue reading

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Staring into the no-deal Brexit abyss (long, mostly emotion-based rant)

I’m really starting to worry incessantly about the approaching Brexit deadline on October 21, 2019.  It was supposed to happen on Match 31st, but the extension has allowed for an extension of my borrowed time and allowed me to spend … Continue reading

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Awful, just awful

I have to get out of here.  My belongings are in South Shields and I’ve only got the clothes I’m wearing.  In a week, I have to be out of the Airbnb there.  The worst part of it all is … Continue reading

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Missing my soulmate terribly and wishing that I could take back the pain and wasted years that I caused her

If I’m perfectly honest, I have not been right since my ex-wife and I divorced 7 years ago.  I know she couldn’t stay with me because of my transition and I know that my transition was a terrible blow to … Continue reading

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Every story needs an ending, including mine

I’ve been telling my story on here for the last 3 years and like all stories, this one has to come to an end.  In my case, it’s long overdue.  I’ve been talking about what I want to do (die) … Continue reading

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