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Staring into the no-deal Brexit abyss (long, mostly emotion-based rant)

I’m really starting to worry incessantly about the approaching Brexit deadline on October 21, 2019.  It was supposed to happen on Match 31st, but the extension has allowed for an extension of my borrowed time and allowed me to spend … Continue reading

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I wish I’d never come back to the United Kingdom (this is not my home anymore)

I truly fucked up when I returned to the United Kingdom last November. It was probably the second biggest mistake of my life, the first being dragging S (my ex-wife) into my hell and wasting 9 years of her life.  … Continue reading

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Drunken envy and self-loathing in Dundee

I went to Dundee on the train yesterday (Thursday).  I’ve now been to every major / medium sized city in the United Kingdom.  I drank way too much and I still have a hangover (and I don’t usually even get … Continue reading

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Britain’s new Slime Minister

Today is yet another bad day.  I’m stuck in this Airbnb flat, tormented by the summer heat and the sound of children outside.  I’ve been drinking since this morning, but the alcohol isn’t numbing my pain and it hasn’t knocked … Continue reading

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Hate didn’t win; my inability to cope with it did

Please keep this in mind.  I’m not strong enough to exist in a world where I’m hated and targeted, on top of my already huge mountain of self-hatred.  I don’t care if you think that I’ve let the haters win; … Continue reading

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Every story needs an ending, including mine

I’ve been telling my story on here for the last 3 years and like all stories, this one has to come to an end.  In my case, it’s long overdue.  I’ve been talking about what I want to do (die) … Continue reading

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My take on keyboard warriors, internet activists / allies, # movements and awareness days / weeks / months

I realise that I’m probably going to offend a few people who perhaps have genuinely good intentions, but I’m tired of feeling like I have to accept the drastic changes that have occurred in society over the past 10-15 years.  … Continue reading

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